ARGH!!

Sigh. This puasa thing is really getting to me. Not because of the no food or energy or anything to do with that whatsoever, but mainly because it is messing up the timing of things in so many ways!!

I feel so very frustrated!!

I MUST do a workout tonight, I haven't done so in two days (because I was resting my foot due to the ankle pains), BUT I also need to do my work tonight. My night run can only start at 9pm which will end at about 10pm and by the time I get back to my work it would be 10.30pm!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!


If I could have done my run in the morning, I wouldn't be faced with this problem! I could just continue doing my work, quickly eat , break fast and get back to it.

Sigh.

I am thinking if it would be possible to do a workout from 6pm to 7pm, and finish just in time for break fast. Then I could get back to my work earlier.

Problem is, is that I don't think I would have the energy to do so because I don't wake up in the mornings to eat sahur (maybe I should start doing this, but then I don't think I should be waking up, eating and then going back to sleep). The last time I would have actually eaten a sort-of meal would be 7.30pm yesterday, having my yummy sad baked potato for dinner. My mom said my dinner looked so sad lol.

 It does look sad. lol. But it was yummy!!

I feel like I have to come up with a solution for this work out thing. I gotta find a better way to do this. I can't stop the workouts. Suggestions anyone?

Down Week.

So this week so far has sort of been a down week. Actually a super down week, and all I feel is frustration!

Why? Well because of my ankle. Its been acting up quite badly ever since last week. I don't know why and I am kind of scared. My doctor's appointment was supposed to be on Monday, but I had to reschedule to this Friday because I couldn't walk over there due to rain.

The picture above shows where I feel the pain. The pain is there when I walk, and also when I run. It feels like a sharp stabbing pain, which kinda scares me. I fear going to the doctor because I fear what he will tell me, but I know I gotta do it at some point.

Maybe I have been pushing myself a bit too much. But I want the results and I am getting the results!

I only walked on Monday and Tuesday this week. Yesterday I decided to give my ankle a rest and swim, same goes for today as well.

But somehow I feel so unsatisfied with swimming. There is no sweat and I don't burn as much calories as I do when I do the walk with running intervals.

On the plus side, I have been losing about 1kg a week consistently. This regime seems to be working for me, which is why I hope I wont have to stop it for a while because of my stupid ankle. Argh!!!!!! Frustration!!!!!!