Away

Hello, Yes I’ve been away again. I was in London last week for work and holiday. It was a good trip! A trip I never thought I would be able to do so soon.

I planned on running in one of the parks in London, or along the seaside in Brighton but it was just way too cold, and on some days rainy, rainy and cold! .

But being in London, well, the UK, it’s all about the walking and according to my calculations just walking to and fro to from the apartment I stayed in to wherever I went, I walked about 8km a day (4km each way). This is a good thing!! And the pace people walk over there is not a slow pace. It’s a fast pace, and you have to keep up to not get in the way of others. So it was good exercise!

I did however encounter one problem over there. My oh so problematic foot!

It was just so very very painful, and the pain got so sharp and excruciating sometimes that I just had to sit down and rest. It was so very painful, which I found so annoying, because it limited me in terms of time, having to sit down and rest my foot, and I couldn’t walk and do as much as I hoped to.  But all in all, I had a good time!

So, now it’s time to get back to the daily routines. I need to get going again. Continue with the exercise weight loss regime. I have yet to weigh myself from when I came back from London, cause I did cheat and eat some yummy food which I know I can’t get here. But I still controlled my intake.  I need to keep going, and must not be discouraged!

Ankle Frustration

Yesterday I decided to do a 7km. Which I have done before and can do it. I pushed myself to break my personal best of 5km, however my Endomondo kind of screwed up so I will never know. 

Anyway for some reason, I forgot to wear my rock tape. 

So now, my ankle is on fire and I can hardly walk properly. 

To top that, my shin splints are quite painful. 

I am so very frustrated with my stupid Accessory Navicular Syndrome. Why oh Why have I been blessed with an extra bone in my foot which causes pain every time I exert myself. 

I am so frustrated. But I will go on. 

I don't know if I can do the PJ this Sunday. Maybe I will do the 3km. It will depend on how this thing heals. Sigh. I am so very frustrated. BUT , I will go on. To the extent my body allows me to. 

Not Giving Up! Not Backing Down!

Yesterday, I went for one of my first participation's in a longer distance run. 6.4km Be a Runner Be A Giver. (Previously, the Jog for Hope was 3km)

And since I am purely honest in this blog, I would say I was quite disappointed and upset in myself, and I felt the worst I have ever felt after a run. I felt a kind of down, I haven't felt in a long time that I went home and cried.

Trying to push myself made the sharp pain in my foot come back, and it came back full blast, the pain was excruciating. And being yelled at to run and not walk when you have an excruciating pain in your foot, not the best experience.  Further more, taking part in it made me realize I am so far behind, and I've got such a long way to go. My friends are way up there, and I felt I will never be able to get there. It probably got to me more because I was doing it alone. It upset me quite a bit, and I felt extremely demotivated yesterday, and wanted to give up on participating in these events, till I am actually ready. I wanted to scratch the 7km PJ Marathon and the 5km Putrajaya Night Run.Because yesterday, I just felt like I really can't do it. Emotional and mental pain.

BUT, after I spoke to a few friends and I did some proper thinking, and watched the Shay Carl video again. I changed my mind and I have decided to not give up.

If I think I can't I never will be able to. The power of the mind.

So,I changed my perception and decided to suck it up. Yesterday I did 6.4km, even though it be slow, the fact is , I did it. I got up in the morning and did it. I lapped everyone who was in bed that morning. It IS something.

And I should be happy that I have actually gotten that far. I  have to remind myself, Small Steps. I mean, that is the title of my blog.

There is no fast road to achieving my ultimate goal. I just have to suck it up and keep going.

So I am doing the PJ and the Putrajaya, even though I suck! I will do it, I will keep going, to the extent my foot allows me to.

I should be happy and proud that I got up and did it, because I can. When I first started this, doing 4kms. I thought that was my limit. Now,my daily workouts are 6.5kms. Slow progress, but its progress non the less.

So, I had a bad day. It has to not stop me. It should never stop you. Yes, I had some irrational thinking. But now with my head clearer, I will not let it pull me down.

I will have one big challenge to overcome, which is the pain in my foot, but I will do something about it, and it should not stop me. And I will keep going.

Some pictures from yesterday. My favourite colour as well.

Thank you Wils, for making me do this. And Thank you Hanna for telling me to not let it discourage me. And thank you Hariz and Sam for making me feel better. :)

Small distance it is. But , I did it. And I will keep on trying. 

P.S, as of today, I've lost 13 KG! =)

Inspirational

So, I love watching YouTube, and I have my set of favourite youtubers who I watch daily. And there is this one guy, who I have been watching for almost 3 years now, he does daily vlogs of his life. I am an absolute fan of his.

Anyways,recently he went through a whole get fit and lose weight regime, and he lost 100 pounds. He used to be big, and I was watching his videos when he was big, but then he decided one day to just get healthy.

Here are his after and before pictures pictures :

In the top picture he is the one on the right. 

He is truly inspirational. He lost all that weight, AND ran a marathon. 

And I feel so much more motivated cause he is one of my favourite youtubers, and he is real, and he did it! He did videos every week, of the process. He has a channel called ShayLoss , and its all about losing weight, and about how you just have to keep going. All you have to do is set your mind to it. 

Anyway, the purpose of this post is to share this inspirational running video he did, which I absolutely LOVE and is a good motivational video. I guess I feel it more, because I have been watching him for 3 years, and his transformation is just absolutely amazing and inspiring.

Please watch this video guys if you want to watch something inspirational! I love the whole concept of the rocks in the end and do Thumbs Up if you can :)

Quotes from the video :

"Someday doesn't exist, never has and never will.There is no someday,there is only TODAY."

"Real super man don't leap over buildings in a single bound, they take small determined steps, consistently over time."

"Its not about finding out who you are, its about creating who you are."

"Whether you think you can, or you think you cant. You're right."

"Ask yourself honestly, who do you wanna be, and what are you willing to do to become that person"

Breakthrough Distance!

Yesterday, I did my FIRST 10km ever!! =)

Slow and steady! And I feel good about it. I never thought I would actually be able to complete it, but I just kept pushing myself. At each km after doing 6km I wanted to give up, but I told myself "its only a lil bit more, I can DO THIS!"

I knew I could do it, and I did.

I did it slowly. But to me the fact is, I did it. And that was a true breakthrough.

Now, I have to focus on scraping 30 minutes of that so I can take part in the Standard Charted next year. I hope it is possible.

So yes, apologies for the long hiatus on the blogging, if there is anyone out there still reading this. A lot of things have been happening and I just could not find the time. I have not stopped working out though! I try to do at least do 3 times a week, but I have to get back to my pace of doing it almost every day. I have kept to my constant pace of 5km under an hour, but I know I need to take it a level up and beat my personal best of 5km.

I will, and I can.

I have signed up for more things, to note on the side bar. I hope these things will keep me going. I need to achieve that Goal of mine.

As of today, I have officially lost 10kg. Which makes me feel really good and happy about myself, because this is very first time I have done a weight loss regime and actually stuck to it, and got good results out of it. Another 30+kg to go! Slow and steady. It can be done.

Still Going

Apologies for the long hiatus in not updating.

No worries! I am still going!! Must keep going! Will post a proper update soon.

Been busy with quite a number of things.

New Personal Best!

Yesterday, I beat my personal best!! Yay!!

A 1m: 52s improvement from the last!! Small Steps! Everything can be done in small steps!

I owe a part of this improvement to Dr.Blake. I found his site while surfing around for advice on my foot condition (Accessory Navicular Syndrome, flat feet, collapsing arches etc.) and decided to write him in, and he replied with some advice which helped me tremendously during my workout yesterday. If you are having any foot or ankle problems, do go check out his sight because he addresses quite a number of conditions and gives recommendations. 

I did not feel the pain I usually feel when I run. 

So,the things he recommended and I attempted :

1.To heat up my insoles which are "Sole" brand for a more custom fit of my foot (though I knew these could be heated up, I didn't do this when I got them, cause it said you could either heat it up, or just wear them straight away and they would eventually form). 

These insoles provide me with the arch support I need, and I find these are the best insoles around so far, as I have tried many different types. I got them from Running Lab in Tropicana City Mall, the ones I got below costed RM169. These insoles have reduced the pain I feel in my foot by a huge margin. 

These are the pair which I got, they are called Softec Response Heat-Moldable Orthotic Arch Support Insoles which are for people who have plantar fasciitis ( a condition common for people with flat feet or low arches) or for people who need extra support.

2.As I was worried about the heel blisters I was getting which was getting to be quite painful ( a common thing to occur when you change your insole from the original one for support because it is thicker).He recommended to use BodyGlide on my heels, however I am not too sure where to find it here so I looked online for alternatives, and most of the results said to try Vaseline, which I tried and it work.

Of course in addition to this, I also bought anti-blistering socks. Which I picked up from Athlete's Circle in Jaya One. I believe they were call Wright Socks, as below. A pair of these are about RM50.

Double layered socks to prevent blistering.

3. He recommended taping my foot with either Kinesiotape or Rocktape, to provide arch support. I do not know where to find kinesiotape, but Rocktape can also be found at Athlete's Circle and costs about RM60 for a roll, which can last pretty long. There are a variety of patterns and colours, which I find quite cool as below :

But the shop didn't have the purple colour one, which I really wanted, so I decided to go with Black.If anyone sees purple RockTape out there, please do let me know where I can find it in Malaysia. 

Now, I am not too sure how this RockTape actually works, but it has something to do with the lifting of skin away from the soft tissue and it is supposed to accelerate blood flow, reduce swelling, strengthen muscles and other things. You can read more about it here. Once you apply this tape on your foot, you can leave it on for 5 days, if it doesn't come off before that. This kinesio type tape can be used for a number of purposes eg. Shin Splints, Knee pains, Thighs etc.

Anyway I followed Dr.Blake's method for taping for Arch Support as below :

There are many other ways to tape for arch support which I have watched on YouTube. I will slowly try these and see which one fits the best. 

But the taping really helped me a lot yesterday. My pain was almost to a point where it was non-existent during my run, and I didn't get the burning sharp pain I usually get after running. This I guess added together with the more comfortable fit of my insoles helped. 

So there, these three things helped me push myself yesterday, and it worked. Now, that I have sort of sorted out the issue of the pain in my foot, he has told me to try to find an every other day running distance that does not seem to push it too far and cause pain. And to stay at that distance for 10 runs and if all works out increase by 10% the next 10 runs, and so on. This I will definitely do. I find it so awesome that there are such helpful people out there, his advice helped me instantly boost my personal best time. 

Oh he also recommended to get either the Brooks Ariel, Brooks Addiction or Brooks Adrenaline shoes, which I checked out online are shoes that have really really good support, which is something I definitely need, however these do come at quite a high price and I am not even sure they have them here, the Ariel one seems like the one I need. Those shoes would be an investment. But anyway,  I shall make do with what I have now, and see how it goes. 

When you have a problem, find the source of it, and fix it. You won't regret going through the trouble or going that extra mile. 

The absence of the excruciating pain during my work out has really motivated me to keep going and keeping pushing myself. I admit the fasting month, did bring me down because I could not do the workouts as often. But now it is ending, and it is time to get back on track!

I feel motivated to give it my all again. Beating my personal best makes me want to beat it again, but slowly of course. Small steps! I will not give up on this, I will keep going. Today, I could fit into a skirt which I have been trying to fit into ever since I started working out. I have been trying it on constantly, and have never been able to close that buckle. 

Today, I could close that buckle and wear it to work.

Small steps.

Feet Woes

Everyone keeps telling me to stop running/walking, because of the pain it causes to my foot.

They tell me to take up cycling, but I do not think that will keep me going.

I need to fix my foot, so I don't have to feel pain each time I run.

Its so damn frustrating. Sigh.

Hiatus

Hey guys, sorry about the hiatus on the blog. Been so tied up with work that its been driving me crazy, to a point where I haven't been able to keep up with my routine. And further more its fasting month, so no morning runs.

Last week I only went twice. Bad Bad!! So very bad. I feel so completely guilty.

Work swallowed me whole the past two weeks, it even took away my weekends.

This week, so far I have done only once at DPC with sunshine, in which I pushed myself a little too hard and my foot just started acting out very very very painfully.

After the work out, it was just incredibly painful and yesterday, in the office I could not stand up for more than 15-20mins without the pain in the foot in that area, even when sitting down the pain was still there. I still even feel it now. I have got to go for my physio, or find a way to overcome this problem. It is quite a huge problem, and I feel so frustrated because I have finally found something I enjoy doing, and want to keep going in, and my stupid left foot is holding me back.

Anyways,I will definitely try and do the work out two more times this week. So far, I believe my past few workouts have all been 5km under one hour. Which I am glad I am keeping up with.

I need to keep going, and I MUST keep going. I cannot give up. I am doing this for ME. If there are obstacles, I must find a way to overcome them.

I can't wait for fasting month to be over, so I can resume my morning routines. 

Improvement on Personal Best!!

YAY!!

*click on the picture if you would like to see my Endomondo profile. 

Yesterday I went for my workout with my friend Weili at the Desa Park City track and I beat my Personal Best!! Yay!! It was good day!!

I pushed slightly harder than I normally do, because this week was not a good week. I missed a lot of my usual routines because my work was taking up most of my time, and to top that up I am not able to do my morning runs.

I hope I can make next week a better week. I do not like missing my workouts. 

Keeping Hydrated

I did my 5km in 58 mins yesterday,Yay!!

While I was doing my workout last night,I came to realise the importance of keeping yourself hydrated. I did not drink enough water before doing my work out (after being dehydrated during the day because of fasting) and I actually felt quite dizzy and light headed while doing the work out. At some points in time, I felt as if I was not really there yet my feet were still moving. I felt extremely dizzy towards the end, which is why yesterday I only decided to do a 5km and not push any further. It got quite scary because at one point I felt like collapsing, but I went on. I know I should have stopped and slowed down but I wanted to finish.

I now know keeping yourself hydrated before a workout is essential.

According to this Article I read "Sipping Points" by Karen Asp :


"Dehydration causes your blood volume to drop, which lowers your body's ability to transfer heat and forces your heart to beat faster, making it difficult for your body to meet aerobic demands."


The article  mentions to drink 8 to 16 ounces (0.5L - the measurement of one of our standard water bottles we have) one or two hours before a run.Iced coffee and tea are fine, too. And in the event you didn't plan ahead? 15 to 30 minutes before going out, to drink at least 4 to 8 ounces (0.3L) of fluid. I shall make sure I do this from now on before any workout.

So remember people to always stay hydrated before any work out!

ARGH!!

Sigh. This puasa thing is really getting to me. Not because of the no food or energy or anything to do with that whatsoever, but mainly because it is messing up the timing of things in so many ways!!

I feel so very frustrated!!

I MUST do a workout tonight, I haven't done so in two days (because I was resting my foot due to the ankle pains), BUT I also need to do my work tonight. My night run can only start at 9pm which will end at about 10pm and by the time I get back to my work it would be 10.30pm!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!


If I could have done my run in the morning, I wouldn't be faced with this problem! I could just continue doing my work, quickly eat , break fast and get back to it.

Sigh.

I am thinking if it would be possible to do a workout from 6pm to 7pm, and finish just in time for break fast. Then I could get back to my work earlier.

Problem is, is that I don't think I would have the energy to do so because I don't wake up in the mornings to eat sahur (maybe I should start doing this, but then I don't think I should be waking up, eating and then going back to sleep). The last time I would have actually eaten a sort-of meal would be 7.30pm yesterday, having my yummy sad baked potato for dinner. My mom said my dinner looked so sad lol.

 It does look sad. lol. But it was yummy!!

I feel like I have to come up with a solution for this work out thing. I gotta find a better way to do this. I can't stop the workouts. Suggestions anyone?

7.2km =)

Last night I did the furthest I have ever done so far which is 7.2km!! and I felt quite ok doing it. I also was within my 5km under an hour timing as well, so all in all yesterday was a good day. Yay!

The ankle pain was of course inevitably there, I really should take it easy on my feet. But it just feels so good working out.

Puasa (Fasting Month) has started. =(

And I feel like it is  messing up everything! I can't do my morning runs any more and being dehydrated throughout the day is a pain. Even when break fast time comes, I try not to eat so much because I want to do my workout after. So all in all, my daily intake has quite drastically reduced. Also I don't actually wake up in the morning for Sahur, because I don't want to get up eat and go back to sleep.

I guess it could be a good thing, that daily intake has reduced, hopefully I will lose weight faster. But I can't help but think that this is not the proper healthy way to lose weight.

Sigh. I know I should not complain. But I really view this fasting thing as something extremely unhealthy, where people gorge themselves in the early morning to last throughout the day, and then gorge themselves again at night because of the hunger throughout the day.

How on earth is that healthy? And not to mention the sleep in between, falling back to sleep after sahur?.

AND to top it all off, the end of fasting month is celebrated with one month of Raya (another occasion where people continuously gorge themselves with calorie loaded food).

I must remind myself constantly not to succumb to the above and just continue my daily routines somehow. Puasa and Raya are two months huge obstacles I have to overcome and keep going.

Fallen Tree

This morning I went to my favourite park to do my usual workout at the TTDI Park (aka Taman Rimba Kiara Park).Took it slightly slow today because I don't want to aggravate my foot too much, so I did not do a 5km under an hour today. Also there was an obstacle in the way today at the TTDI park on the usual jogging track :

Apparently last night there was a storm and a tree fell onto the track. I took the above picture after someone had cut it up to provide a pathway, but before that I had to sort of hop over a branch to get across. Did this for about two rounds until it was cut, and there were lots of pauses while waiting for everyone to hop over the branch. I feel this slightly slowed me down today. 

But never mind, still did a work out today! Yay!

 The foot was slightly more painful than it was yesterday, but it was not too bad. I've got to keep reminding myself to take it easy. I need this thing to heal, and I gotta go for a physio therapy sessions ( which I have yet to schedule). 

I always feel good after a workout at this TTDI park. I love going there in the morning. Sad to say it will all have to come to a pause once puasa month hits. Then it shall be Desa Park City at night all the way for me till Raya. Booo, I don't feel as energised at night compared to the morning. 

But I will not stop this workout!! I will go on!! I will not make excuses for myself, just because it is puasa month it does not mean the exercises will stop. 

 

Jog for Hope 2012

So on Sunday 15 July 2012, I did my very first Fun run of 3km- Jog for Hope.

It was a good first run. I couldn't actually really run much which upset me a bit due to my inflamed ankle which was giving me issues, but I am just glad I completed it, my very first fun run. small steps!  =)

7.30am before the start, drops of drizzle falling on our heads.

Me, Feez and Bren before the start. 

Approaching the u-turn for the 3km, when I was here I was walking, the pain in my ankle was a bit too much and I pushed myself too much running up the initial hill. 

 My motivator and sunshine doing his 10km coming in at 6th place! Congrats Wils!

Complete random storm trooper walking about after the run. lol.

Me and Wils. Hopefully one day I would be able to do a 10km with him (of course not at his speed tho, he is too fast)

Sunnies from my Sunshine!!

After the run, Wils gave me this, for the completion of my first run. Its something I have been needing for quite a while, a good pair of sunnies. It was very sweet of him to do so. =) 

It was a good day! And I cant wait to join more. The next one I have already signed up for is the Putrajaya Night Fun Run of 5km. I gotta step up on the training, and hopefully my accessory bone will not give me problems. Arches Arches! I must wear my Arches!

Speaking of which check out my new Birkenstocks! The Doc told me Birkenstocks are the best for Arch Support, and I should try and wear them as often as possible for my condition, so I decided to make an investment and get a pair.

Purple ones of course! These were the prettiest purple ones of them all, and the arch support is awesome.

I have never really been a fan of them, as they aren't the best looking kind of sandals. But I have discovered when I do wear them, my foot feels so much better. It's like a constant massage on the pain I feel at the area surrounding my accessory bone. 

Today I did my workout. I was supposed to rest a few more days but I was tired of sitting still and resting my feet.I love swimming, but when swimming you don't sweat and it doesn't feel like much of a workout for me.

The past week, I have been swimming and not doing my usual morning walks/runs. Slowly I felt myself slipping and giving up which I know I cannot let happen.Swimming just doesn't feel the same was walking/running. I feel I get a better workout when I do walking/running compared to swimming, though they like to say you burn more calories with swimming. I am not too sure, but I know my heart is not in it compared to running. I want to be able to run with my friends one day. I want to be able to do a run with sunshine, one day, hopefully, eventually. 

Anyway, so today when my usual morning alarm when off at 6am, I decided to get out of bed and just do it. I was tired of not being able to do my walks. I rested 3 days last week.Even though I promised myself and Wils I would rest today because of my foot, I decided to screw it and just do it, and I am glad I did!

I made sure I wore my arches in my kicks, and I did purely power walking with no running intervals up to the very last round. Only on the 5km lap round, I ran a lil to try and make it under an hour (my July goal) and I did! 5km in 59 minutes and 55 seconds! Yay!  Also, I achieved a personal best at 6km of 1 hour 12 minutes! Yay again! There was minimal pain today, which is also another Yay thing for today. 

Visit to the Doctor

So I have finally visited the doctor, an ankle specialist at KL Sports Medicine Centre which was conveniently located near my office, and I finally know what is wrong with me after so many years of  saying "my ankle is painful".

Verdict : Accessory Navicular Syndrome
Meaning : I have an extra bone in my foot that is holding my Posterior Tibial Tendon, it is quite uncommon and most people do not have it. Unfortunately however, I have been blessed with it.

 Above is what the doc drew out for me. 

The first image shows a normal persons foot. The navicular bone connected to the posterior tibial tendon.

The second image is  my foot. It has an extra tiny bone (the "accessory bone"), and that tiny bone holds my posterior tibial tendon, and connects to the navicular bone. The connection between these two (in red in the picture above) is now inflamed and irritated because I have been pushing myself with the walking and running. Below, the x-ray of my foot. In the circled part you can see the tiny accessory bone.

This has been the reason of my sharp pain! My previous post I circled the exact same spot, and now the x-ray and I finally know the cause!

Anyway, this condition is common with people who have flat feet and fallen arches, both of which I have.

So what is the treatment? Well the doctor told me I have to do a few things :

1. Wear my Arches CONSTANTLY! (something which I have not really been doing at all even though I have them)- I need to get proper arch support shoes for my daily use, and make sure I put the arches in whenever I run. These arches give relief to that area. 
2. As for the immediate problem now,he gave me this gel to rub on that area and also he told me to ice my foot to reduce the swelling. He told me to take it easy on the running for a few days and rest my feet. He said I can still run if I really wanted to (but I shouldn't), but I absolutely have to wear my arches. He kept stressing that they are incredibly important. 
3. I would need to go for some Physio therapy as well to strengthen my ankle etc. 

So yeah, these are the 3 things I have to do. The best thing tho, when I asked him if I would have to give up running for good, he said I don't have to!!! YAY!!!

He said I just gotta take it a little bit more easier and to not push myself too much and to wear arches.  

I am so relieved. :) I still have to take it easy the next few days, which kinda bums me out cause I got the jog for hope this Sunday which I am quite excited for. I will do that slowly, with my arches!

I was so scared in going to the doctor in fear of finding out that it is something extreme and I would have to give up running, but I am happy now that I know what it is and it is treatable.

Down Week.

So this week so far has sort of been a down week. Actually a super down week, and all I feel is frustration!

Why? Well because of my ankle. Its been acting up quite badly ever since last week. I don't know why and I am kind of scared. My doctor's appointment was supposed to be on Monday, but I had to reschedule to this Friday because I couldn't walk over there due to rain.

The picture above shows where I feel the pain. The pain is there when I walk, and also when I run. It feels like a sharp stabbing pain, which kinda scares me. I fear going to the doctor because I fear what he will tell me, but I know I gotta do it at some point.

Maybe I have been pushing myself a bit too much. But I want the results and I am getting the results!

I only walked on Monday and Tuesday this week. Yesterday I decided to give my ankle a rest and swim, same goes for today as well.

But somehow I feel so unsatisfied with swimming. There is no sweat and I don't burn as much calories as I do when I do the walk with running intervals.

On the plus side, I have been losing about 1kg a week consistently. This regime seems to be working for me, which is why I hope I wont have to stop it for a while because of my stupid ankle. Argh!!!!!! Frustration!!!!!!

Lack of updates

Apologies for the lack of updates on this blog. Been busy, and not really having the mood to write.

Don't worry, I am still sticking to my routine. Will do a proper update soon.

Frustration!

Today was another down day. My body just seems to not want me to run. I started off fine, hyped because I rested my feet yesterday an I wanted to run today, but the minute I started running today the shin pains kicked in followed by my stupid ankle pains. I haven't had this ankle pain in a long time, but today was the day it decided it wanted to return!

It could be because I have been slacking on my ankle strengthening exercises. I have to remind myself to keep doing it, along with the exercises to prevent shin splints. These are a must do! I need to strengthen my feet! I feel so frustrated with all these leg pains! All I want to do is run!

Today I did not hit my 5km under one hour lap time once again, so I did 6.4km. I did however do a personal best on the 6km marker at 1hr 14mins. Slightly better than Tuesdays work out. But I still feel quite disappointed in myself and extremely frustrated with my ankle. I just could not run. Argh!!! And now after the work out, it decides to be a complete bitch. 

I know, I know, these things take time. You can't push yourself to the extreme to a point where you ignore signs of pain and keep going (which I was wrongly doing today). It's your body's way of telling you to ease up. 

The doctor appointment that was supposed to be yesterday did not happen. Some complications and it had to be moved. I am thinking of just taking things into my own hands and not relying on my mother to get me an appointment. I need to know what I can do about this ankle. I don't want to have to give up what I am doing. 

Anyway, hopefully I will do better tomorrow. I shall do my feet exercises today. I'm glad however that I did the workout and I did the 6km. I find the below quote very motivating :

My ankle is being scary painful. I need to see a doctor.